When I was 10 years old I was diagnosed with a rare progressive Nuer muscular disease called Friedrich’s ataxia called FA for short. The past 7 years has been nothing but a journey a long hard heartbreaking at times but I wouldn’t for one second wish the Lord hadn’t put me on the path I’m on! I wondered often why me why not somebody else that isn’t living for you Lord and every time I was reminded of the blessings the Lord has done in my life. the people He’s put in front of me, the encouragement, the overwhelming Love people show towards me, the wonderful memories I have, the family that surrounds me. I wouldn’t trade it for anything! Yes I’m in a wheelchair but it’s temporary, yes I have a critical heart but it’s temporary, no I can’t stand without falling but it’s temporary, Everything in this world is temporary. But my Love and Strength in The Lord isn’t
A month ago or so I was in the hospital cause I was having problems with my heart. And on the third day I was there after having tests done. I can’t really explain what’s wrong but the doctor started talking and I was listening until I had heard him say my life might not be as long as we’d hoped…. and at that moment I could not hear anything else he was saying I just looked around at the family and friends that were there and started thinking about the ones that weren’t there and my heart shadred I screamed and cried with my family. I had no fear at what he just had said but yet was sad at th thought I would not be able to be at my sister wedding or the birth of a niece or my little brothers 18th birthday sad I would be not able to see what the future holds with my lil siblings. I know everything in my life is in the Lords hands and I’m grateful my Jesus has taken the wheel in my life!
